you'll never see me cry

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hello.

the past two days were exciting enough.
away from the computer & handphone.
not that it made any difference. to anyone.
cos the ppl I usually sms a lot , are away as well.

we took a bus to jb.
As in a SBS bus to the checkpoint.
Like some rushhr sia. jus joined them.
I was in my own world , listenin to songs.
I didnt noe at e sg checkpoint , gt e humbprint thingy alr.
Too long since I went to msia la.

Anyway , when we reached e jb checkpoint.
My cousin && his fren fetch us in a car to sukdai.( if that’s e correct spelling =x)
Went to sukdai parade , ate lunch, shop shop awhile.
Then another cousin came. My age. So long never see sia.
He is much taller & better lookin.
&& he dresses up better den a Singaporean.
Esp compared to ONE PARTICULAR Singaporean Indian.

so anw. he rides a motorcycle. How surprising, not.
He rode me back to their hse. Slacked at the hse awhile.
Den we headed to, ehh , some shopping centre.
Cant rmb the name sia. okok.
Watched a tamil movie. BILLA. Hahas.
First tamil movie I watched in a cinema. Ever.
I have never watched a tamil movie even in sg cinema.
It wasn’t that bad. The movie damn style.
&& I was being teased that I looked like one of e actresses.
Her name rhymed with mine.
&& she was plus-sized. But hot nevertheless.
Hahas. whatever la eh.

Back at the hse, we watched another movie. Vel.
This movie was much better. Watched till 2 ? Arnd thr.
Tried to sleep. but culdnt sleep much.
Thanks to my mother’s snoring.
I wonder hw my dad sleeps with her.. hmms.
Woke up at 7 plus alr. Told u, I culdnt sleep.

Ate breakfast ( culdnt rmb the last time I did ).
Chit chat alot. Hahas.
My cousin(the same age one) reminds me of sanjeev.
Cos we jus click. like sanjeev & me.
Hahas. we constantly compare sg & msia.
&& he’s damn witty.
Hahas. I miss him alr =)

So anw, went to city square like throughout e afternoon.
Den came back alr. To sg !
E younger cousin came along. Stayin over at my aunt’s hse.
My age that one , comin tml with e mother.
I wanna go town with them ! cos I gt ntin better to do luh.
Need to wake up early to follow my bro to sch.
His new sch. He gt in2 SJI. Cool huh. Hahhahha. RIGHT.

Coming back to sg.
Onli brought me back to reality.
Where I am not really happy.
Something’s lackin in my life.
I know it.
But I just don’t know WHAT.

you’re a hazard that i chose to play with.
&& look at where I am now.
i jus cant do it anymore. you’re jus too dangerous.

{ 9:21 AM }