you'll never see me cry

Saturday, August 30, 2008

hello people.
i'm super tired.

this week .. went by quite fast.
monday was supposedly CLASS DAY.
haha. end up onli a few of us went fr e dinner @ BOTAK JONES.
hahaaa. but e food was great.

tue and wed flew by quickly ...
did pretty much ntin.
study ? hahaa. righttt.
gt screwed on thur fr skippin wed's maths lecture.
ooppss.
oh well. dnt regret it. but i shant do it again.
nt worth it. hmms.

friday.. didnt go to jjc.
went to BBSS instead with e indians.
met my old teachers && my 4e3 classmates.
miss those lame clowns. hais.
e good old days.
cant stand e sight of my cmi juniors.
esp some bitch. haha. scared of me.
ran away frm me ? HAHA.
another insecure loser was there. LOL.
wht fun .friday was really fun.

after BBSS, went to vivo.
ate at carls jr. damn happenin ex food.
hahaaaaa.
hanged arnd at e skypark awhile.
den ended up at ben&jerry's with chan&santhiya.
woohoo. chocolate fudge brownie.
went home && slacked.

sanjeev,lithia & my aunt came over =)
hahaaa.. had a great time.
crackin up in front of e com.
laughin at msn conversations 2gether.
oh man. i've missed sanjeev alot. love u dude.
study hard fr ur O's k !! haha.

todayy. TIRING day.
met heroin fr an interestin lunch date.
lol. dnt wish to elaborate.
went to jjc fr pw meeting till 3.
came hm & helped mum label e stuff fr her busniess.
till 10plus. hahaaaaaa.
such a helpful daughter.

i shall study tml ! && finish up e pw evaluation.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

lol. i hve such a protective bf.
hahaaa. u make me smile la clown.
jus dnt go over-board k . =))))))

i love everyone. ( esp heroin )
muaks people.
nights.

{ 8:58 AM }

Sunday, August 24, 2008

hello PEOPLE.
lol. Tasvita is in a great mood.
cos it had been a great & happenin wk.

school was as boring as usual.
in e stupid US prog. haha. but it’s quite useful la.
so… not too bad =)
I didn’t go fr eclub this wk. HAHA.

MY BIRTHDAY ON THURSDAY!
haha. ntin so great la.
was in school til 7 =/
Most of my frens rmbed. Some bought gifts.
Thanks ppl =)
Cut cake with family at night.yupp.
Mum bought back northern Indian food on thur.
=)))))))) my aunt & Lithia came over too.

and then friday comes along ......
hahahaha. school ended at 1.30.
had treat frm our maths teacher. pizza.
rushed back hm to get ready & meet chan at JP.
went fr pedicure ! woots. green nails. lol.

parents were gg off to india fr e weekend.
supposed to see them b4 they left.
but didnt hve e time to. argued with dad too.
so yaaaaaa. didnt see them....
they r nt back yet.. hmmss.

kk. so yeah. after pedicure.. went 2 billy bombers with chan.
her birthday treat =)
den walked arnd fr heroin's gift.
walked al e way frm jp to my hse.
reached hm... settled down.
went into my rm ...

SURPRISE! hahahaa.
my secsch frens were there with a birthay cake !
DUDE. a surprise party. hw cool is tht ?
was quite taken aback. didnt expect tht at all.
so yeahhhhh. ate e cake & pizza all.
aisyah,aida,hazlin,benji,fazee,diyana & chan.
hahaaaa. SQ,joel,nick,naiimah & alyssa joined us later.
had fun catchin up with them.
was damn toucheddd. thanks ppl =)
love u loads k. esp fazee fr organisin it.

fazee,aisyah & alyssa stayover. haha.
since my parents were nt arnd =)
talked crap til 3plus .. 4.
fazee slept on e sofa earlier though... lol.
woke up at arnd 10 e nextday..
ordered in mac breakfast. HAHA.
so fun. serious.
missed these ppl loadss. al e crap we talked.
irreplaceable ppl.

went to sch awhile fr PW.
haha. sry fr being unproductive guys.
helped edit e DUH stuff. haha. sryyy ehhh.
promise to be more productive on mon.

ytd .. was my heroin's so-called birthday chalet at ecp.
haha. his birthday was daysss ago.
oh well. gt ready & met chan at je.
went to ecp with her... met heroin & al his funny friends.
LOL. nt bad lookin though ..... hmms.
so yeahh. ate e happenin chicken sambal. LOL!
hanged out there till 11plus..
shalu was waitin fr me... hehe.

you see. i was nt allowed to go out on sat.
yes.. my brother said i culd & he wont tell my parents.
that shocked me. & trust me , i'm stil in shock.
he has matured. weird stuff.
i mean.. i knew he loved me.. & i guess i love him and all.
but after i saw e way he treated me with care ytd.
i actually turst him.
& i had a long talk with him today.
love u my brother =)

hahaaa. i nearly cried readin fazee's book..
clown. i love loads k.
always here fr you babe...

i miss my secsch peeps .. hais.
see you guys next wk man !

&&& chan. thanks fr everything.
love u foreverr.. &&
everrrrrrrrr. hahaha

&&&&& LASTLY.
i love u my heroin. haha.
glad u liked my present.
love u loads kkkkk.

{ 3:54 AM }

Friday, August 15, 2008

=)
tasvita smiles. LOL.
cos e wk is almost over. woohoo.
this wk passed by faster den expected.

startin to catch up on studies alr.
dnt really hve a choice.
need to do well in order to get promoted.
quite lazy though. hmms.

ntin significant happened this wk.
expect tht my clique is BACK ! woots.
welcome back clowns. missed y'all.
=)

i met my heroin TWICE this wk.
wht a shocker =)
oh well. cn onli meet him nxt wk.
jus turned 18 recently ehh. nt bad.
hurry up & get ur driving licence !!! LOL.
loves =)))

i miss fazeelah khan. haha.
better meet me up soon la clownie.
i miss e indian grp ! ahhh.
sry bout tml's supposed to be meetin.
another day k.
esp sry to kumaran =(((

kk. ntin else to update bout my almost-predictable life.
haha. lovess =)))))

p.s. my birthday's comingggg !

{ 8:12 AM }

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

LOST.haha.
i cnt count e number of times ppl ask me
hw i'm survivin w/o my clique.
everytime oso laaaa.
gettin used to tht qn alr.
even ms heng asked..
" when is ur clique coming back? "

haiyooooooo.
i miss you guys la =(
really. school life is so DIFFERENT w/o u ppl.
yes. lost.

been hangin arnd with lihuan all.
haha. thanks fr makin me feel welcomed =)
i guess you al understand wht it is like to be w/o a clique.

in a lazy mood.
lazy to study.. i dnt noe wht i did in e chem spa trial jus nw.
screwed it up.
shall go study tml.

cnt wait fr fri.
i miss heroin. alot.
3 wks. woah.
tht's longg . haisss..

tml .. dnt even wanna think bout it.
so nt stayin over in school.
cnt wait fr tml to be over.

i miss you 3 alot !
nice 2 noe tht u guys thought of me.
came back soon !!! =)
lovesssssss ! =DDDDDDDDD

kk. moodless.
byeeeee.

{ 3:09 AM }

Monday, August 4, 2008

we lost. yes, we did.

which was expected. so yeah.

thanks to all those hu came down to sp to support us.

really appreciate it.

although we lost. i enjoyed e experience.

e journey towards ytd's event.

probably brought me closer to certain dancers.

esp van & jaya.

seriously released my stress ytd after e dance with bth of them.

went wild. & maddddd.

really enjoyed my time with e bth of them.

loves =)

VANISHA. haha.

i told her i wuld blog bout her.

hahaaaa. she ahhhh.

dragged me to SPC . in OUR freaking costumes.

in our HEAVY makeup.

OMG. e rxn frm e msian guys. freakin embarrasing.

thanks again , ussie =D

didnt go to school today.

too tired after ytd's event.

went to je library with van.

had fun laughin & crappin arnd with her.

&& of cos , alittle bit of studyinggg eh.

saw alot of e j2s thr.. they're on their study break..

supposedly usin e com. LOL. *inside joke eh*

so yeah. cnt wait to go to sch tml.

to be a loner. haaaaaa.

borrowed bks to keep me entertained durin breaks.

haiyo haiyo. let's see wht happens tml.

need i say more.

this is not e end clown. it's just e beginning.

many more yrs to come.

love yaaa. =)

{ 4:26 AM }

Saturday, August 2, 2008

does it make sense tht i hve everything i want .
& yet ..
i feel tht something's missing.
something's nt right.
i jus dnt feel satisfied with life.

distance makes e heart grow fonder ?
yeah, agreed.
but it sucks. to be so far away.
to be unable to meet often.
stress. =(

nt lookin 4ward to tml.
so gonna lose.
hate e costume.
hate myself fr being so fat.

no mood.
ciao.

{ 3:10 AM }

Friday, August 1, 2008

heyyyyyaaaa =D

yeah. in a pretty good mood.
cos i finally passed a maths test ! woohoo.
1st maths test i've passed all yr.
& it's a freakin A. =DDDDDDDDD

this wk was tiring like mad.
as expected.
dance prac everydayyyyyyy !
my legs ... gone case.
my right knee pain is backkkkkkkkk.
thr's a wound on my left knee cap ..
which starts bleedin e moment it comes in contact with e floor durin dance.
my toes. e skin ? gone? hais.
cant even walk properly.
dnt even noe if i'm in proper condition fr e dance on sun.
no confidence of winning also.
e costumes ......... no freakin comments.

ytd went to SP fr e dance prac. awhile onli.
met chan&santhiya... went to jp.
OMG. been a long time since i talked to charcoal.
lol. oh well, nice catchin up anw =D

today was fun. went to JP with e CLIQUE.
hahaa. went fr MEDICURE. den ate SUSHI !
den sat down at SUBWAY awhile..
I'M SO GONNA MISS THEM NXT WK =(
cos they'll be busy enjoyin in macau..

tasvita is gg to be a loner nxt wk. do not distrub her.

i'm so tired. & lazy.
i jus dnt see why i'm in this freakin dance.
cnt wait fr sun to end.
have to go fr prac at 8 tml. happening.
soooooooooo cnt wait la.

need to start mugging alr. promos are coming.
& i so freakin miss my heroin .alot.
cos i've nt seen him fr TWO FREAKING WEEKS.
arghhhhhhhhhh. stress.
nxt wk k. nxt wk. confirmeddddd.
i love you =D

nights ppl. i need some sleep.
loves =)

{ 7:42 AM }