you'll never see me cry

Friday, October 9, 2009

i'm very tired. mentally.
i have to go thru this crap fr e next 2 mths.
damn.

over-confident or complacent.
i dnt care wht u think, i think it's e same.
you're overconfident tht i wont disappear.
well, guess what, think again.
i cant count e number of times tht i wanted to disappear.
i just don hve e strength to deal wit drama now.
i'm tired of constantly being part of ur drama.
you set the flow huh? well, be thankful tht i go wit e flow.
or we might be at loggerheads now.

you take my freaking existence in ur life fr granted
& u very well know that.
well, let's see hw long i put up with this.
everyone has their limits & so do i.
stop pushing my limits.
dont take advantage of my weakness.
cos it will eventually backfire you.
stop making it seem like i'm e obssesed one.
i wasnt e one who came back. it was you.
you started this. i didnt ask for it.
i dont wish to be a bitch to you, so stop making me act like one.

=)
alrighttt. on a lighter note, this week had been productive.
went jalan raya on sunday wit e BBSS peeps.
chandini,fazee,aisyah,aida,hazlin,diyana,shafiq & diyana's bf.
haha. visited many houses. including mr samuie's.
not everyone culd make it though =( sad stuff.

only went to school twice this week.
it's not like i slacked.
i studied quite harddd. lol.
dnt really hve a choice, do i?

np show tml.
no, im not looking forward to it.
BIRTHDAY BOY's gonna be there.
he's e last person i wanna meet.
hope i made things easier just now. damn.
totally not looking forward to it.

yes, im annoyed with you.
yet i cant get away from you.
why do things have to be so complex?
sucks.

looking forward to meeting sha, this sunday.
ichiban sushi, here i come.
TERIYAKI CHICKEEEEEN! & spicy tuna sushi.
tsk.
=) nights.

{ 7:12 AM }

Friday, October 2, 2009

okay. something's wrong.
did someone press 'fastforward' ?
cos it's friday again. omg.
alevel's approaching. *hides under blanket*

went to the temple today. with vanisha.
surprise surprise. i know.
i guess i was just in some spirtiual mood.
it was time well spent.
met bestie & her 2 clowny frens at vivo.
had dinner at fig&olives.

am gg to tekka tml.
gotta buy a suit by tml.
no time to get one after tht.

hopefully sunday's outing is still on.
am looking forward to it.
hmmm.

my head hurts from all the thinking.
*ouchh*
i know things seem better.
but, i dont know.
i just dont seem to have faith in anything ,or even anyone, nowadays.

okayy. im tired.
need to wake up early somemore.
sucks.

2 months to freedom.

{ 9:15 AM }