no more iced drinks til new year fr me.
freaking flu. arghhhh.

i shall update bout my penang trip =D
it's just words.
so i wuld advise you to skip this entry.
you might get bored =D

1ST DAY
more like night. we took a coach to penang frm JB at 9.
it took like 8hrs ? yupp.
slept abit. here and there.
culdnt sleep continously.
i sat all alone. which sucks.
started thinking. thinkingggggggg.
all kinda fucked up thoughts.
haha. so i was quiet throughout e ride.

2ND DAY
we stayed in an apartment near the beach.
we rested there awhile.
went to my relative's hse fr lunch.
great food man. serious. haha.
later in e day, we went to e beach.
did seasports. PARA-SAILING.
omg. freaking cool. in a parachute.
high in the sky....
the. feeling. cnt. be. described.
went on e banana boat. another sport.
great =D enjoyeddd it alot.

had dinner very late tht night.
almost 11plus. xmas eve. jam & all.
ate all kinds of chinese food. happening =D
better den sg. really.
walked to this crowded area.
xmas countdown. slacked there.
slept at 3plus.

3RD DAY
xmas day ! hahaha.
it was a spirtual day.
cos i visted a thai buddist temple.
sleeping budda temple actually.
& another two buddist temples.

when i entered e temple,
i suddenly felt e gold band arnd my wrist tighten.
i gt reminded of my visit to e temple in thailand.
i gt reminded of my prayer to god.
& hw i received the gold band frm some thai woman.
only me. not any of my family members.
it was weird feeling. to be singled out.

i asked god tht day.
i wanted answers. clarity.
why did he take away the only thing i asked him for ?
the only thing i asked him to let me keep 4eva ?
i didnt understand god.
wht was he trying to say by taking it away ?

i was in my own world. kept quiet throughout the visits.
i made another silent prayer.
i hoped tht god wuld atleast listen to me now.

after visiting all the temples , we shopped.
haha. bought a few tees =D
went to penang hill . took a train up.
quite cool , but e train was freaking old !
the view from the top was breathetaking.
walking thru the mist. mayb they were clouds ?
i have no idea.
visited an indian temple up there.
haha. as usual. prayed & stuff =D
it was an enriching experience.

dinner at my cousin's hse.
omg. her hse. is HUGE & freaking nice.
e best hse i've seen b4.
they renovated e hse like mad i think.
but i was impressed.
hope she comes to SG in jan like she planned to.

visited two other relatives who lived arnd e area.
reached e apartment at 3plus.
slept late once again.

4TH DAY
we moved out of the apartment.
we were gg to spend e last night in one of my relative's hse.
visited a few more relatives.

tried nasi kandar ! haha.
it was good as expected.
chendol ! rojak !
damn nice. lol.
food trip !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at night , went to this carinval. omggg.
it had been so long since my adrenaline rushed.
took about 5 rides.
skipped e kiddy ones & e ones i've taken b4.
didnt want to waste e tokens =D
but i had to take e TOPGUN again.
i took it once in SG with chan & aisyah.
the.feeling.cannot.be.described.in.words.
haha.

YESTERDAY
left the state at 12.
took a flight to JB.
had lunch in my aunt's hse.
dad drove us back home.

was damn tireddddddddd.
went to my aunt's hse at night.
slackeddddd.
came back & read online. haha.

SOMEONE thinks i'm crazy cos i read alot.
lol. e more i shall read.
i like to irritate you. i'm sure you've noticed tht.
=D

gg to sha's hse later.
omg. i miss her alot !

gonna buy my books tml!
cnt waittttttttttt.
oh yeah. i miss my clique =DDDDDDDDDDDD
cnt wait to see u guys soon.

bye ppl. { 12:18 AM }

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKK !
haha. no one missed me right ?
except one person. haha.
missed tht clown ALOT too =D
we'll meet soon enuf. promise.

I ENJOYED MY TRIP. alot.
every bit of it. haha.
i will blog ALL about it some other time k.
cos i'm too lazy now. lol.
jus came back & showered.
i'm gg off to my aunt's hse in a few mins.

it's been a great getaway from reality.
away from friends.
away from my hp.
away from e computer.
away from my LIFE. haha.

did a little soul-searching.
& i guess i noe wht i'm aiming fr.
my mind's all cleared
& geared up fr e new year.
=D

eh. I NEED TO READ THE 3RD book !
dying alr.
hmmmmmmmms.

i'll try to update tonight or tml !
loves ppl.
=D { 3:03 AM }

tasvita is quite anxious about her penang trip.
haha. i'm hoping tht it will be fun.
but my gut feeling tells me tht it's gonna be hell.
i mean. THREE children ? tht's just madness.
so screwed. hahahaaaaaaaaa

my mother's back !
glad to have her arnd.
missed her alot. love you mother.

another long night. slept at 5plus.
woke up eventually at 12plus.
met chan fr lunch.
met kumaran to get e 'new moon' bk back.
went to the LIBRARY.
so need books to entertain me during the trip.
borrowed e vamp bk i was looking fr.
not frm twilight series though =)
jurong point. yogurt. jap food.
slacked at jurong.

quite sad tht i wont get to spend XMAS with my friends.
damn.
chan's last wk of holiday & i cnt spend it with her.
oh well. everything happens fr a reason.
hmmmms.

gonna miss my clown. haha.
wonder hw we're gonna spend 5 days w/o smsing each other.
gt to adjust i guess.
=)

i'll be back on sat.
seems like a long way to go.
wish me luck people.
cos i'm gg to need it.

DONT ENJOY YOURSELVES TOO MUCH W/O ME !
it's not a request . it's an ORDER ! haha.

it's easier to get addicted or obssessed with books.
cos they cnt hurt you or leave you.
on the other hand , getting addicted to people ?
dangerous.
you never noe when they wil hurt or leave you.

so i'll stick to books or vamps fr now.
=D

nights ppl. { 7:22 AM }

haha.
tasvita is happy =D

slept at 5am. omg.
it was one stressful night. but it's over =D
things shuld be ok .. i hope la.

woke up at 2pm.
lunch. watch tv.
went to chruch tday. haha.
thanksgiving thingy.
my uncle's a pastor you see. yupp.
good dinner. hmmms.

hanged out at my cousin's hse awhile.
watched LA ink.
damn. tattoos are cool man.
i shall get one. when i can ?
LOL.

MY MOTHER IS COMING BACK TML !
haha. i miss her alot man.
yuppps.
i love my mother alot =D

my mind is pretty empty now.
just waiting fr things to happen.
i'll just sit back & relax.
life goes on. it surely does.
=D

nights ppl. { 8:58 AM }

tasvita is just smiling.
cos she's lost for words.

shalu came over to stay last night.
slacked by the pool with her, her bf & tashan.
an interesting round of truth & dare.
hmms.

woke up at 2 tday.
had lunch with e same grp of ppl.
met chan, sodi & shafiq.
had dinner with family. w/o mum.
she's in dubai ...

still waiting for the third book.
& i cnt believe i wont be in SG fr xmas.
damn it la.
5 freaking days. in penang.
with family. argh.
so gonna die of boredom.

i wanna watch twilight again !
argh.
SYF dance practices starting next monday.
damn.

gg to church tml.
some feast tht my aunt's giving.
great.

it was freaking obvious.
but i jus decided to act blur.
i'm glad i made myself clear though.
cos this is just not gg to work out.
esp not now.

what have i done ? { 8:19 AM }

i am tired & sleepy.

the past 3days have been fun fun fun.
chalet with 2e2. well, a few from 2e2.

1st day
check in, play game, watch movie.
aisyah dropped by. dinner.
walked her back to mrt station.
stayed up all morning at the park. till 7am.
a whole new experience.
never felt like tht b4.

2nd day
slept fr 2hrs. lunch.
watched 'YES MAN'. it's a good movie.
freaking hilarious.
BBQ ! good food as always.
a few others turned up as well.
watched 'TWILIGHT'. omg.
it's great ! haha.
i actually realised tht a few lines were exactly frm e bk.
i so need to read e 3rd book man.
hopefully i get it by next wk.
stayed up till 4.

TODAY
haha. woke up at 11.
packed up. lunch.
went to meet a fren somewhere.
&& den came back home.
home sweet home.

i'm kinda pissed. fr alot of reasons.
i shuldnt have .... i dnt noe.
it's not my fault. but i jus feel like i culd hve avoided this situation altogether.
i dnt deserve to always be stucked in some fucked up situations.
why me ?
like seriously. wtf ?
i dnt have any luck in anything huh.

&& i cant fucking run away.
i'm moody now.
really.
my happiness is short-lived.
always. why ?
why me ?

damn. screw it.
i'm nt gg to ruin my happening holidays.

eh. i dnt need any more addictions, right ?
haha. oh dear.
what have i gotten myself into ?
{ 2:19 AM }

life's good.
it really is , isnt it ?
i'm out everyday.
not studying AT ALL.
enjoying myself.
laughing. crapping. slacking.
hanging out with as many ppl as i can.
damn.
i'm so fortunate to have such parents.
providing me with money to spend everyday.
i guess i kinda feel guilty. hmms.

haha. this week has been fun so far.

MONDAY
went to school fr eclub.
repainting sizzlin' ice.
purple&yellow. haha.
brought renuka,aisyah& taahira to my condo.
spent some time at e sauna.

met chandini at jurong.
den shafiq&sodi.
slacked at my condo.
supposed to eat dinner , but didnt =/
their friend joined us. pj fren.
sanjeev joined us =D
slackedd under block.
so typical right ? i noe i noe.

went back home with sanjeev.
FINISHED READING NEW MOON !
finally. i'm done. haha.
cnt wait to get e next book.

TUESDAY
haha. went out fr lunch with a good fren of mine =D
he treated me .so nice right ?
lol. went to clarke quay.
den caught a movie at orchard.
damnn. tht movie was gross !
*shudders*
it was a really good day .
thanks fr your time dude =)

rushed home cos i wanted to spend time with mother.
she's gg off to dubai on thur.
& i wont be arnd den. cos i'll be in chalet.
BUT. she is STILL not home.
wth. hmmms.

i'm still freaking full frm lunch.
argh.
i'm feeling happy.
but something is stopping me from feeling 100% happy.
i dnt understand wht though.
hais.

life's good. but it can be better.
this is my best holiday so far.
& yet , i feel like something's missing.
any idea what ? { 6:30 AM }

i've been staying away from e com fr e past 2 days.
dnt ask me why .. just didnt feel like it.
haha.

friday was an interesting day.
went to school fr e econs paper.
wahh. it started half&hr later.
seriously, i wrote crap.
confirm fail. trust me.
ate at pizza hut with lingling& mel.
e new part of JP. haha.
nice to see them after a long time.
i miss pam =)

went home & gt dressed.
met the indians at bukit batok.
chan, santhiya, kumaran & sathish.
sodi is an ass cos his sleep was more impt.
pastamania. lot 1. jurong.
went to aunt's hse at night.
read twilight till 3am.
haha. with some company keepin me awake though..
=)

YESTERDAY
read my book finish. haha.
edward cullen doesnt exist in this world.
which sucks.
cos he's like a dream guy.
damnnn. i love vamps.
*sticks fangs out*
hahahaha.

went to asuraz last night.
with chan,kumaran,lithia & sanjeev.
saw alvin bro after soooooo long.
omg. e song he remixed was off the hook.
haha.
so gonna get him to send it to me.
e show wasnt as entertaining as it was last yr.
left b4 they announced e results.
rushed home.
just made it 2mins b4 12.
DAD'S BIRTHDAY !
glad i made it on time to wish him
& see him cut his cake.

slackeddd arnd with my relatives.
kinda dozed off on e sofa & was forced to go to bed.
but wasnt sleepy alr.
so i talked to some clown. lol.
there goes 60 mins of my outgg calls.
but it' s worth it anyway.
talking to him makes me happy.

TODAY
haha. woke up at 12 !
had lunch with family at west coast plaza.
fish&co. haha.
e food wasnt that great.
but edible anw.

watched my hindi movie.
cos i need to return it to e rental shop tml.
haha. stupid movie.
waste of time seh.
ended up online. hmms.
need to start on e 2nd bk later.
&& need to edit pictures.
lazyyyyyyy.

okkkkk.
lazy to blog alr.
gonna do something else.

i noe you're out there somewhere.
i'll wait fr you to come find me.
=D { 2:25 AM }

tasvita is one healthy person.
well, tday at least =)

haha. woke up at6.30.
met kavin &lithia.
ran frm lakeside to jurong east station.
amazingly, i didnt really feel tired.
& thank god fr kavin's IPOD.
big time motivation.
walked back frm je station to kavin hse.
den headed to my hse fr a swim.
went to e sauna awhile.

damn hungryyyyy after tht.
ate chicken rice.
didnt dare to eat fastfood. wuld hve spolit everything.
lithia came over to my hse.
supposed to start studyingg.
but was too tiredd.
so ended up sleepin on e sofa.
=D

studied econs fr awhile.
damn. screwed tml. big time.
ahh. hu cares.
went to tekka fr dinner.
freaking full.
shuldnt hve eaten.

someone viewed my profile seh.
interesting huh.
rolls eyes.
dunno wht u want la.
i dnt care oso
=D

haha. i think someone else in hvin a hard time right now.
lol. i hope he doenst make fun of you too much la.
=)

i need to start READING.
& i'm so screwed tml.
hu cares.
gonna meet e indians. yay !
i love life.
my life.

nightsssss. { 7:12 AM }

my nails are ORANGE. lol.
went for pedicure.
i didnt noe e renovated part of JURONG POINT was alr open =/
& i live in jurong. horrible.
met up with chan&santhiya.
great company as always. haha.
JP has newyork(x2) & thai express alr.
even burger king. hmms.
damn big.
fr once i felt quite lost in JP.

we walked frm JP to my condo.
slacked by the pool.
haha. taking CRAZY pictures using santhiya's laptop webcam.
cant wait to get & edit them.
funny shit.

dinner with family & a few relatives.
kavin is back .. haha.
i cnt believe i agreed to his request.
damn, so screwed tml.
it's been 2mths since i did tht.
kinda scared. haha.
oh well, in e name of health.
one more mth til school starts !
hope to lose a few kilos by den.
i repeat. hope.

awaiting a certain bk.
haha. i hope she doesnt forget to pass it to my mum tml.

kinda happy at e moment.
jus realised how much i missed out over e past few mths.
i mean, of cos i loved every min of e past few mths.
but i also lost out in alot of things. hmm.
=D

need to sleep early tonight.
esp since i have to get up at 6.30am .. omg.
the horror.
p.s I LOVE ORANGE. haha. { 6:22 AM }

another unexpected day.
haha.
major change of plans.
supposed to head to town with a fren of mine.
but it gt cancelled at the very last min.
so headed to fazee's hse instead =)


hey, i love impromtu plans.
ate lunch there.
rented dvd , the notebook.
it was a very touching love story.
like such a man exists .... *rolls eyes*
thanks fr e day babe.
loves.

came home.
fought with tashan.
by that i meant .. actions ?
not just words.
argh. that boy is just so rude sometimes.
i just feel tht he doesnt respect me.
mayb i gave him too much of room last time.
& i'm suffering the aftermath.
whtever. he's e last worry i have.

jus came back frm airport.
mum's back. haha.
finally. e family is back in order.
suddenly feeling so lazy & tired.
ahh.

i think i'm being abit emotionless nowadays.
like. i dnt react to situations like i used to.
more of e heck care attitude.
the thought , " oh well. nvm. what now ?" seems to be coming up too often.
tday's incident made me realise tht.
if tht had happened mths back. like in april.
i wuld hve been so pissed.
but i wasnt at all. i jus went about with my life.
like asif i wasnt affected by it.
quite scary.
i'm losing my emotions.
have i used them up too much over e past 3wks ?

well, nights ppl.

i wish i wasnt alive to see all these happening arnd me. { 5:45 AM }

my brother is a freaking big-mouth.
I HOPE U'RE READING THIS TASHAN KASSEY KALLEICHELVEN.
idiot. asshole.
just cos he wasnt happy i was keeping all e money ...
he just HAD to bad-mouth me to my dad.
ARGH. && my dad JUST haddddd to come home tday.
why culdnt u come tml ?!!??!

hw m i supposed to go out tml ?
was sooooo looking forward to it.
arghhhhh.
if i cnt get out of e hse tml tashan, u're soo screwed.
AHHHH !

tday, as expected, was a slack-O day.
woke up at 11plus.
watched tv. onlined.
went to KFC fr lunch.
haha. saw hazlin, her mum & sis.
her mother said i looked prettier . LOL.
what nonsense seh. *blushes*
rented DVDs.
watched HARRY POTTER dvd.
slackedddddddd.

met chandini devi =)
i'm nt allowed to go out , but i did ...
went to west coast plaza.
ntin great to eat.
so we ended up at westmall.
hw exciting , i noe .. haha.
ate at pastamaina.
came home.

AHHHHHH.
so freaking irritated lah.
besides my brother.
another CLOWN irritating me.
stupiddddddd !

okok.
gg to calm myself downnnnnn !
i wanna go out tml !
arghhhhhhhhh. { 7:13 AM }

my friday night.
it was a long night... cos i slept at 6am.
once again.

i broke down.
like really broke down.
letting out all my fears & insecurities.
everything. all my thoughts.
but i assured.
i was given confidence.
it really made me smile.
thanks.
you really made my day.

woke up at 12.
left to my aunt's hse.
was gg to stay over tht night.
just slacked there the whole day.
great company. loads of laughter & FOOD.
my aunt overwhelmed us with SOOO much of food.
trust me. i'm stil freaking full.
crapped throughout e night.
talking,talking & talking.
girl's talk. haha.
it was interesting. hearing my two cousins talking bout their marriage&love.
well, i'm glad at least they are happily settling down =)
slept at 5.

tday was another slack-o day.
felt so restless in my aunt's hse.
read my book finish. woohoo.
came hm at 5.
FAZEELAH KHAN paid me a surprise visit.
another collaboration with my brother. haha.
she even ordered in pizza.
as always,our meeting was great.
she's always there. for me. somehow.
& so am i.
love you babe. thanks fr e surprise=D

so here i am.
back to my ever-boring online world.
tml is gg to be another slack-o day.
no parents at hm & i'm nt gg out.
CRAZY RIGHT ? i am la. haha.
but i need to catch up on my sleep la.
like seriosulyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i'll go out on tue anw =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hmmms.

you noe, after ytd.
i kept hearing about love.
about marriage.
about ever-lasting.
& i culdnt help but get a little jealous.
i mean. why culdnt i get tht happy ending.
maybe that someone is out there somewhere.
maybe. maybe not.
well, i'm lonely.
dnt stay away from me too long k.
yeah.

i love listeners.
i love attention.

well. nights. { 7:28 AM }

I'M FREAKING FULL.
omg. it has been 3wks since i ate till i'm soooo freakin full.
the last time, was at thailand ..

today was another great day out.
haha.
went to MASALA ARTS with vanisha fr lunch.
she gave me a treat. supposedly my late birthday treat.
well, better later den never =D
the food was great. northern indian food.
we ate a total of 5rounds man. buffet you see.

den we just hanged out at marina square.
window shopping & crapping.
i culdnt walk straight. trust me. freaking full.
on the way there, i met mr samuie !
still as skinny as ever...
had a GREAT time with my ussie.
thanks fr e treat babe. love yaaa !!

headed to vanisha's house.
cos we were too lazy to do anything else.
slacked till sodi&shafiq called us to meet at bb.
met them. they ate at mac.
i obviously didnt eat ? duhhhhh !
we went to coffeebean awhile to meet arvind & his fren.
van is gonna help them write a poem fr their movie.. haha.
den joined the 2clowns again . went to coffeeshop to slack.
it was fun. crapping arnd.

damn cool seh.
shafiq is my pri sch fren.
sodi is my sec sch fren.
& vanisha is my jc fren.
shafiq & vanisha frm the same sec sch.
sodi & shafiq frm e same jc.
LOOK AT THE LINKS ! haha.

mother is leaving fr vietnam tml.
dad is gg to msia .
so, most probably i will be staying over at my aunt's hse with my bro.
just fr e fun of it.
=D

i miss chan,fazee&aisyah.
oh man. missing them real bad.

i miss my clique tooooooo !
faster plan gathering laaaa.
haha.

cant wait fr e chalet leh.
serious.

hahah. okok.
off to online a little longer.
wanna read my bk finish by tonight !
love you ppl.
nights. { 6:55 AM }

HELLO.
tday was a LONGGGG day. why ?
haha.

read my vamp book till 3am.
lost in my thoughts till 4.30am.
on e fone with sanjeev till 6am.
slept till 9am.
read book till 4pm.

met sanjeev. haha.
it's been wayyyy too long.
bout 2mths alr ? hmms.
he culdnt find my bk at bedok lib. damn.
told ya. shuld hve gone ytd. idiot.
went town. ate at carls jr.

haha. it was great to be with him once again.
trust me. he has e weirdest stories.
& he looks better with his hair.
& surprisingly,his piercing. * rolls eyes*
watched BOLT. lol.
yesyes, cartoon. we're still children at heart la.
damn funny. nice movie.
slacked arnd.
den headed hm.

thanks fr a wonderful day dude.
u really made my day.
love yaa. *huggs*

well, gonna be online awhile longer.
den off to read bk.
another long day tml !
meeting ussie fr lunch ! woohoo.

the truth. e horrible truth.
i gave in to my weakness. w/o realising it.
tht explains these emotions.
maybe it never was love ?
was it ? { 7:10 AM }

=D

tday was a great day .
met lithia & headed to je lib.
chan joined us soon after.
CULDNT FIND MY VAMP BOOK ! wahlau.
fed up. haha.
but sanjeev offered to help me borrow at bedok tml.
so sweet right ? lol. clown.
like he had a choice la.

ate our lunch at IMM.
since je entertainment center was closed fr renovation.
ate at LJS.
went back to lib.
kumaran joined us =)
so nice to see him =)))))

crapped arnd.
den kumaran & i hunted fr bks at e 2nd level
while chan&lithia were at e 4th level.
haha. i can bet e ppl arnd us thought we were a couple or something.
cos we cnt help but be close la.
tht's our friendship. for 5yrs alr.
it was nice talkin & distrubing e life out of him.
thank god . his gf isnt e possesive kind.
=)

so yeah.
went hm with a heavy heart.
cos fought with mum on e way hm.
sucks big time. MAJOR miscommunication.
went to dinner with a sour face. arghh.
haha. ate at e jap food place at jp.
with sha,property,uncle & 2aunts.
e food was OKAY la. eaten wayy better jap food.
bought icecream at NTUC.
i noe i noe. u mus be thinking. cheapstake.
LOL. went to aunt's hse.
damn i feel freakin fat.
shant eat til tml's dinner with sanjeev =)

cant wait.
i so miss that idiot.
& i cnt wait to hear wht he has been up to. hmmmms.
well, tht's bout it.
i'll update more tml !
shall online awhile more.. b4 gg off to read my book ! woohoo.

well mister. two can play the game.
i told ya. my pride is back.
& i'm sooooooo not letting my guard down.
*raises eyebrows*
a silent war btwn two freakin egoistic leos ?
well, so be it.
the war is on. haha. { 7:08 AM }

LEOS ARE EGOISTIC PEOPLE.
tasvita kassey kalleichelven , where the hell did ur freakin pride go to ytd ?
haha.
cnt help but let my guard down once in awhile.
since when did I go after guys ? begging them to be mine?
tsk.
tht is just nt acceptable. never.

so yeah. MY PRIDE IS BACK.
& roaring like never before.
* raises eyebrows *
i'm so gonna be the sarcastic bitch i USED to be.
mthssssss ago.
well, i'm back.
&& i so cnt wait to get started.
hmmmms.

tday was crazy like hell.
cos i was reading my book all day long.
omg. so into this vamp series.
nono. not twilight la. another one.
just finished reading the 1st two books.
dead end dating & dead and dateless.
damn nice sia. so cool ... being a vamp.
*sticks fangs out * hahahha.
so, i'm gg to e library tml with lithia.
to borrow e next book in e series !!!
=)

today was my aunt's birthday.
& my uncle went fr his cataract op.
so went to his hse to visit him & celebrate my aunt's birthday.
nice to see my cousins =)
cnt wait to go dinner with sha & e rest tml.

I CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH SANJEEV ON THURSDAY.
i so freaking miss him. haha.
my favourite clown in the whole wide world who i've known fr 17yrs =)
well atleast he cnt leave me .. even if he wanted to.
not tht i think he will. haha.
=D

&& i miss fazeelah khan. faster come back frm china la babe.
den e lovely lunas can go out once again.
a day when aisyah doesnt hve school of cos. LOL.

CANT WAIT FOR OUR 2E2'05 CHALET TOO.
omg. so many things to look 4ward to.
damn, life's getting better.
keep up the positive attitude & raise ur head high up in the air , tas.
cos at this moment.
your pride & happiness means the world to you.

i love me.
well, i love my wonderful friends too =)

nightsssssssssssssss =)))))))) { 7:23 AM }

tday was a good day.
woke up early, smiling.
met chandini . went to yishun awhile.
den went to woodlands. ate lunch.
went to library.
stoned. read book.
supposed to do my chem. but wasnt in e mood to study.

chan is loved. cos i just love being in her company.
stoned al the way back home in 187.
i love stoning.
cos it makes me forget my surroundings.

i'm just a loser.
i really am.

i've lost my self-confidence.
let's welcome the insecure person i used to be mths back.
i'm not good enuf.
i really am not.

the one person who made me secure.
turned me into a insecure bitch in just one conversation.
this is why i was insecure.
cos i knew this wuld happen.
that someone wuld take me fr granted.

i'm just not good enuf.
never was.
i forgot to realise i'm nt good enuf.

hi tasvita , the insecure loser.

blah. i dnt fucking deserve to be in such a fuckedup life. { 6:17 AM }

tttttasvita♥
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