you'll never see me cry

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

& den I rmb why I wanted to go back to school ever so much.

so tht I wil be preoccupied with school stuff
& wuldnt hve time to think bout my lonely & sad life.

but nw, thanks to e holidays & e fact tht I hve been at hm lately ,
I am left to think bout my sad&lonely&pathetic life.
great. jus great.
& e weather makes it even ‘better’.
so lazy to go out .
even though there is something called umbrella.

bleah.
so bored. everyone seems busy with their own life.
too busy to meet or dnt noe whr to meet up.
e weather reduces e options of e possible venues.

&& i dnt noe wht to do at home.
i ended up studying ytd. how unexpected.
& i met up with chan @ jurong.
ended up getting wet besides hvin an umbrella with me.
haha. slacked at e streetsoccer court. weird stuff.
went to kfc fr dinner & den slacked under e blk awhile.
joined family back at jurong.

i stil cnt accept tht lithia asked me such a question ?
omg. haha. at least she noes e ans. e truth =D

todayyyyyy was like damn slack.
dad gt his new laptop. cool stuff. haha.I stil prefer desktops though. no idea why. hmms.
didn’t study . . . I’m nt a good student =X

I was alone at home. al alone.
I went to buy dinner ALONE.
I ate dinner at hm ALONE.
I’m a loner. Isn’t it obvious ? yeah. too obvious.
& I dnt hve a social life. Tht explain why I’m hm ALONE.

i’m nt gonna force ppl to meet up. cos in e end , it backfires me.& I end up hearing e comment , “ you onli wanted to meet so badly wht”.
I dnt like tht. makes me sound so . . . pathetic.

so yeah. tht’s e life of a loner.
sad stuff rite. haha.

oh yeah. i hate wht u’re doin nw . seriously. it doenst make any sense.
& I didn’t do anything to you to get this treatment.
nvm. 4get it.
decided nt to care. do wht u think is e best fr you.
i culdnt be bothered.
I gt better matters to handle =DD

nights ppl. =D

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