you'll never see me cry

Monday, March 24, 2008

hey there.
jus felt like bloggin.

ytd was quite interesting.
TRIED to complete all my hmwk b4 meeting e indians at jurong.
met chan&ravi 1st. hahaa.
funny ppl. when they are together.
LOL.

so anw, was with e indians fr dinner.
meanin, kumaran,chan,sodi&sathish.
yupps. missed them alot.
hais.
came hm at 9 & gt a scoldin fr tht.
whtever.
read thru some sch stuff & ended up sleeping.

today.
was like an average sch day.
it ended earlier den it was supposed to
cos my tamil teacher had to go somewhr.
so yeahh.
i stayed back to company renuka , cos she had IDP at 5.
studied bio. omg.
i dnt understand my maths. hve to crack my head later.
tired. like jus mentally.
ahh.

i'm sorry to my dearest clown hu sounded so pissed off on e fone jus nw.
i jus cnt afford to travel there & back la.
serious. it's nt tht i dowan spend time with u rite ?
since when i dnt like doin tht.
but i hve to stop gg out after sch al.
mayb fridays&saturdays. diff case altogether.
i need to start getting serious. on studyin.
no more social life fr me.
hais.
i feel so sad fr saying no.
but i cnt help it. no better choice.
=(

oh well.
i'm like so mentally tired.
i jus feel like sleepin fr days.
or migrating to another country.
or jus talkin on e fone fr hrs.
or jus simply locking myself up in my rm with a storybk fr hrs.
ahh.
i gt maths tutorial to finish! & my tamil compo.
&& i need to read up on my chem.
&&& i need to finish up on my econs stuff.
OHYEAH. & my bio tutorial.
wtf.

welcome back to school, tasvita. argh.

& i dnt understand wht you ppl are thinking.
haiyo. pls dnt make my life more complicated ppl.
i hve HAD enough of it.
& i dnt wanna get back into it again.
tht chapter of my life. CLOSED.
& locked.
& e key used to lock it, is thrown into e ocean.

ok. u cn clearly see hw my mind is nt workin
& tht i'm startin to talk crap.
argh.

i think i better go nw. hais.
bye.

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