you'll never see me cry

Friday, March 28, 2008

i personally feel tht a mountain is being created frm a molehill.
serious.
i dnt understand why such a situation has occured.
i blame my blog.
honestly , it has affected my life b4
& it's affecting me again.

it's amazing hw e SAME words can mean DIFFERENTLY to different ppl.
i mean, if u dnt understand wht they meant, u culd hve easily asked 4 an explaination.
i dnt bite, you noe ?
why go thru e TROUBLE of asssuming?
&& creating COMPLICATED problems & CONFUSING yourself.

just to let everyone noe.
i'm in a pretty settled stage in life.
i noe wht i wan , wht i dnt wan, wht i dnt need ,wht i need,
who i need & who i dnt need.

i need friends who understand me.
honestly, is tht hard to ask frm u guys ?
i need friends who trust me, trust wht i'm doing.
even if u DO doubt my doings, at least clarify them with me.
dnt assume tht certain words i use mean a particular certain thing.
cos they may not be exactly wht u think.

& finally.
i have come to a stage in life, where i dnt care bout wht ppl think of me.
yes. i've been way too nice
& always worried about ppl's impression of me.
well, screw it.
it's my life. i do wht i want.
not born to please EVERYONE.

&& tht's why i'm writing this post.
cos i dnt care wht you ppl think this post is about.
if you think it's you ? well, screw it. dnt assume.

if you think i'm overreacting , omg.
pls look at e mirror.
tht's e person hu is overreacting.
honest.

& dnt worry, i'm nt in a bad mood.
just a certain something tht jus needed to be let out.
thinking of creating a new blog url.
might just do that soon.
nights.

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