you'll never see me cry

Sunday, May 18, 2008

hello! =)

this wk was kinda happeninggg.
had maths lecture test (confirmed screwed it up.confirm.)
my econs test ........ ahh. no comments at all.
takes a miracle to pass e test.
chem SPA was ok. do-able =)

had quite a number of dance practices.
finally got a hang of it. i think. i hope.
e costume. okkkk. kinda shocking.
but trust me.
i'm so running to e toilet e nxt min e dance is over.
dance perf on tue ! ahhh. stress..
there's some eclub meetin on tue after sch.
there's some maths makeup lesson after sch oso.
ahh. stress to e core.

sports day was on fridayyy.
happeningg. i think sports day is BORING
when u do nt participate in any events.
i took part in 4x100 relay & fartleg race.
yupps. damn fun la. even though my hse came in LAST ?
hahahaa. happenin to e core.
went to JP with renuka,vicky,ash&vhaishnavi fr lunch.
met chan at JE to collect her X-ray results. haha.
went to JP to watch 'wht happens in vegas' with mum,brema amma&shalini.
damn nice la. laughin my ass off.

ytd was fun too.
went for dance prac. haha. till 2.30 ?
den i went to plaza sing to meet my heroin.
happenin time til 8.30? yeahhhhh.
details nt included. =)
lithia came over at nightttt.
crapped my night away.. haha. laughin like mad la.
jus love spendin time with her. haha.
she was busy 'bullying' someone . or at least.
she trieddd to ??? hahahaaaaa.

today was interesting enuf.
went to naresh's hse. his dad jus passed away ytd. yeahh.
accompaniedd chan. yeahh. wasnt as bad as i expected it to be.
so yeahh. nt too badd.
went to JP awhile with chan. sat at mccafe.
happenin caramel frappe. really , it is happenin.
ate sushi. woahhh. tuna =)
walked to my aunts hse.
jus chilled out with my aunts & cousin.

came hm & here i am. chattin.
& smsin & talkin on e fone.
yeahyeah. happenin life rite. i noeee.
wait til i get my hp bill next month. e
ven more happeninnnnn. trust me on tht.

okies. in e damn stressed mood nw.
cos. yeah.
ehh clown, i'm here if u need a shoulder to cry on.
serious talk. no one shuld ever be in such a situation.
sucks. seriously does. *touches wood*

&& i dnt understand why tht bitch smsed me al of a sudden.
like wtf ? dnt get it. at all.
&& which ass accidently calls someone at 3.04am la ?
i mean cumon? wtf laaa.
my name starts with T ? & u probably haven called me in AGES.
so i dnt see hw u culd hve ACCIDENTLY dialled my number.

&& my dear emo fren. pls get a life. & stop emoing.... serious.
it's getting annoyinggggggg.
cnt handle you any longer. serious stuff.
okkk. so nw. i'm in a total pissed off mood.
&& some BLOODrelative of mine chooses to interupt my conversation nw.
thanks alot eh.
jus when i need someone to talk to. to calm me down. arghh.
fucking pissed .. ahhhhh.

mayb i'm overreacting to everything la. i duno.
emo mood? pmsin? hu noes. hu cares.

if only i agreed to it in e 1st place. things might hve ended up differently. hais.
kk. i noe. it's nt my fault & all. but yeahh.
hu noes rite. tht MIGHT hve made a diff u noe ??? yeahhh.
everything happens fr a reason ? well, tht sucks la.
big time. hais.
cnt tahan this any longer. any more longer & i might jus break down.
stress stress. haaaaaaaaaa.

cn i jus jump down && die ?
cos i feel useless all of a sudden..
like so damn bloody useless ?
hais.

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