you'll never see me cry

Saturday, July 26, 2008

hello fellow people of the world.
i'm not looking 4ward to e nxt 2 wks.
at all .

i feel like just locking myself up in my room.
with a few good books, food & 2wks worth of peach tea.
that shuld last me 2 wks.. away frm school & other distractions.
oh. nt forgetting my fone. cos i cnt sleep properly w/o talking to heroin.

ahhh. stress.
everyday fr e next wk, i need to stay back for danc prac.
damn it. there goes another wk.
thankfully , thr are no tests.
BUT. tht means i'm gg to be freakin sleepy/tired & end up dozin off in lectures.
which aint gd , keepin in mind tht promos are in a few wks time.
in addition , tht rules out any chance of meeting heroin.
sorry fr disappointing you . again.

this wk . was hectic.
had to stay back fr maths on mon&tue till 7.
cos tht's hw bad my class's maths suck.
ok. mayb i was one of e main people hu sucked at all the tests.
esp common test. we shant discuss about CTs !

had dance on wed. getting the hang of it.
but stil. i dnt like the dance.
it's takin up too much of my limited free time.
oh well. this is e last comp i'm takin part fr e freakin school.

finally. a maths test which i culd actually do.
& the bio test was a giveaway.

we watched hotel rwanda durin GP this wk.
yes. again. i watched it in sec sch b4.
but tht didnt stop me frm gettin emotional about it.

dark knight is a nice movie.
i love e way e joker acted !
damn happening fellow.
enjoyed my date with vanisha! * winks*

i dnt noe hw i'm gonna survive one wk in school.
w/o my clique. they are ALL gg fr e macau trip.
so that leaves me ALL ALONE in class.
clique-less. hais. evil people.
i culdnt go cos it is gonna clash with e dance comp.
another reason why i cnt stand e dance. arghhhh.

today had a tiring dance prac.
came hm & had a HAPPENINGLY LONGGG shower in e tub.
i smell like mango =D lol.
took a nap. & i'm up nw.
gg to go 2 my aunt's hse later.
fr some random gathering..
sha isnt gg =( oh well. thankfully , lithia is. =D

alright den. i shuld start getting ready.
i miss you , heroin. & sorry. fr.
ahh. u shuld noe why.
til the next time.

It's not a game I'm here to stay
Our love is stronger than any drug
Addictive just can't get enough
And everytime I'm with you I want some more
mariah carey - i'll be lovin u long time.

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