you'll never see me cry

Monday, November 10, 2008

another weekend just flew pass.

spent sat @ van's BEAUTIFUL house.
it was fun. just a few indians.
the ppl i actually like hanging out with.
everyone dressed up & looking good.

sunday was another eventful day.
DEEPAVALI VISITING with BB indians.
went to sodi, kumaran & sathish hse.
they all came over to my hse in e end.
it was fun. as usual.
can never get bored of this group man.
cant believe that it has been FIVE years.
cam-whoring with chan&santhiya @ kumaran's hse was FUN.

watched a tamil movie,AEGAN, in cinema
at night with family.
quite an interesting movie.
culdnt sleep too well last night.

TODAY, i had makeup bio lesson @ 9.
it ended at 10plus.
went to cathay fr lunch.
intro-ed ASTONS to clique.
heroin brought me there last week =)
e food is SO worth it. & it tastes great too !
cheaper den swensens or billy bombers.
damn worth it.
walked arnd. took a long bus ride home.

damn. i so addicted to that STUPID hp game.
CHUZZLE.
playing it like forever.
in the bus. in class. at home.
in the car. while talking on e fone.
omg. horrible.

it's shalini's birthday tml.
22 ! omg. she's getting older.

cant wait to see my clownie tml.
been awhile. hais.
miss ya meanie.

" you're so self-centered.

you're so selfish.

you only do things that benefit you.

you want everyone to help you.

but when we need help, you just dont care.

we have to force you to help out.

you just dont know how to express your love for us.

you're useless.

you want to be alone right ?

i'll let you be. you dont need us.

you just need your friends.

think bout this. think bout wht you're doing.

go & reflect. "

is this what you really think i am?
nothing more then a self-centered bitch?
i was hurt when i heard those words coming out of your mouth.
how can you of all ppl misunderstand me?
yes, i might have hurt you b4.
but why are u bringing it up again ?

now that even you are not on my side.
who is ?
i'm all alone in this cold world. once again.

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