you'll never see me cry

Thursday, November 20, 2008

i cant believe this.

in a flash. it's just over.
it hurts.
it hurts to see u suffering.
i noe u just want me to move on.
but how ?
how am i to move on ?

you didnt even do anything wrong.
anyone in your position wuld have chosen family over gf.
we're too young to rebel against this stuff.
wht hurts more , is seeing you suffer.
you suffer the concequences of just one incident.
i noe u're sorry.
i noe u didnt expect this.
neither of us did.

e chances of a future together are almost zero.
i noe i can always wait fr you.
but will you be ready to accept me back ?
take e risk of getting caught all over again ?

this situation sucks.
it really does.
esp when my heart isnt with me.
it has always been with you.
& it still is.

thanks vanisha, for rushing down to jurong jus to meet me when i called you ytd.
thanks sha, for smsing me constantly to comfort me fr e past few days.
thanks chandini, for meeting me besides your busy scheldule & for comforting me last night.
thanks aarthi, for talking some sense into tht clown & just tryin to help e situation.
thanks clique, for e encouraging smses.

i wuldnt be strong if not fr my girls.
love you guys.

gonna meet fazee now.
gg sentosa.
so sweet of her.

i need distractions ppl.
get me out of my hse k.
later.

i dnt want to forget you.

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