you'll never see me cry

Monday, November 17, 2008

i wish i was back in thailand or that ytd never happened.

firstly, i wuld like to apologise for my paragraph on my clown ytd.

it was too vague ,until it made me sound like i didnt understand you at all.

i know you have been busy with school work & other stuff.

&& i'm sorry if u think i didnt communicate with you.

i might be having holidays & can be quite free.

but i didnt want to distrub u by smsing or calling you.

esp since i'm usually free in e afternoon & u're schooling.

&& i do rmb chatting with u online whenever i see you , so pls.

dnt even say i didnt bother.

i always make time for you.

&& you noe u always come 1st b4 that ass.

like u said. u wil always be there & he might not.

secondly, i noe e word USELESS might hve pissed you off.

sorry. i was too frustrated ytd to even think of a proper word.

u're not useless. definately not.

u've been there for me & i'm not ungrateful.

so yeah. sorry.

thirdly, i know you're busy.

so i wasnt really upset when u said u culdnt meet me.

cos i understand.

you noe very well that i always want u to study hard & do well.

i never asked u to put me b4 ur studies . never.

so dnt make it sound like i did , ok ?

the only reason i was upset ytd was the way u chatted with me.

i tried to think wht u culd possibly be busy with.

but i culdnt.

sry if u thought i jumped to some fucking conclusion.

i didnt noe u culdnt even spare 5mins of your time to chat with me.

esp since , like u said , i haven communicated with u for a long time.

thanks fr giving me space to talk to tht ass.

but it wuld hve been nicer to chat with u instead.

i'm sorry to have upset you.

perhaps we can talk or meet again when u're done with ur exams.

til den. well, study hard k.

always want e best for you.

still here. if u ever need a break frm ur hectic life.

can life get any more complicated ?

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