you'll never see me cry

Saturday, November 22, 2008

it's been 3days.
my days have been pretty occupied.
but what's e pt ?
my thoughts are all about him & only him.

THURSDAY
went to sentosa with fazee.
just chilling out & talking at e beach.
it was good.
better den stayin at hm & killing myself with horrible thoughts.
my friends are so sweet.
constant smses, making sure i was fine.
thanks fr e day fazee.
appreciate it.
love yaaaaa.

went online. but he was no whr to be found.
i culdnt sleep.

FRIDAY
i was supposed to go fr my econs re-test ytd.
since i haven studies a single thing after coming back frm THAILAND,
i was ready to hand in a blank paper.
i mean seriously, hw e hell is this paper supposed to help me ?
thought e paper was at 10.
but it was actually at 9.
so i was too late. too bad. nt really affected.
met lingling at JP & talkedddddd.
chan came along.
forced to eat ... went to pizza hut.
1st meal in 3days.
slacked at jurong. talkeddddddd
thanks chan&lingling.

at night. went to yishun to buy tickets fr tht surya movie tml.
didnt feel like eating. so jus sat there watchin my family eat.
went to JP to watch madagascar2 with bro,sha&her bf at 11.30.
i was pretty much stoning throughout..
nice movie though..
culdnt sleep.
onlined till 3plus.

TODAY
parents wedding anniversary.
at least they lasted 18 yrs ...
culdnt even last a yr....

woke up at 8.
culdnt sleep after tht.
watched tv.
showered.
& here i am.

i dunno wht i'm doing in my life now.
serious.
it's difficult to move on.
i dunno.
i really dnt.

where are you ?
u promised you wont disappear frm my life.
so. where are you ?

{ 12:35 PM }