you'll never see me cry

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

another unexpected day.
haha.
major change of plans.
supposed to head to town with a fren of mine.
but it gt cancelled at the very last min.
so headed to fazee's hse instead =)

hey, i love impromtu plans.
ate lunch there.
rented dvd , the notebook.
it was a very touching love story.
like such a man exists .... *rolls eyes*
thanks fr e day babe.
loves.

came home.
fought with tashan.
by that i meant .. actions ?
not just words.
argh. that boy is just so rude sometimes.
i just feel tht he doesnt respect me.
mayb i gave him too much of room last time.
& i'm suffering the aftermath.
whtever. he's e last worry i have.

jus came back frm airport.
mum's back. haha.
finally. e family is back in order.
suddenly feeling so lazy & tired.
ahh.

i think i'm being abit emotionless nowadays.
like. i dnt react to situations like i used to.
more of e heck care attitude.
the thought , " oh well. nvm. what now ?" seems to be coming up too often.
tday's incident made me realise tht.
if tht had happened mths back. like in april.
i wuld hve been so pissed.
but i wasnt at all. i jus went about with my life.
like asif i wasnt affected by it.
quite scary.
i'm losing my emotions.
have i used them up too much over e past 3wks ?

well, nights ppl.

i wish i wasnt alive to see all these happening arnd me.

{ 5:45 AM }