you'll never see me cry

Friday, December 19, 2008

i am tired & sleepy.

the past 3days have been fun fun fun.
chalet with 2e2. well, a few from 2e2.

1st day
check in, play game, watch movie.
aisyah dropped by. dinner.
walked her back to mrt station.
stayed up all morning at the park. till 7am.
a whole new experience.
never felt like tht b4.

2nd day
slept fr 2hrs. lunch.
watched 'YES MAN'. it's a good movie.
freaking hilarious.
BBQ ! good food as always.
a few others turned up as well.
watched 'TWILIGHT'. omg.
it's great ! haha.
i actually realised tht a few lines were exactly frm e bk.
i so need to read e 3rd book man.
hopefully i get it by next wk.
stayed up till 4.

TODAY
haha. woke up at 11.
packed up. lunch.
went to meet a fren somewhere.
&& den came back home.
home sweet home.

i'm kinda pissed. fr alot of reasons.
i shuldnt have .... i dnt noe.
it's not my fault. but i jus feel like i culd hve avoided this situation altogether.
i dnt deserve to always be stucked in some fucked up situations.
why me ?
like seriously. wtf ?
i dnt have any luck in anything huh.

&& i cant fucking run away.
i'm moody now.
really.
my happiness is short-lived.
always. why ?
why me ?

damn. screw it.
i'm nt gg to ruin my happening holidays.

eh. i dnt need any more addictions, right ?
haha. oh dear.
what have i gotten myself into ?

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