you'll never see me cry

Sunday, December 7, 2008

my friday night.
it was a long night... cos i slept at 6am.
once again.

i broke down.
like really broke down.
letting out all my fears & insecurities.
everything. all my thoughts.
but i assured.
i was given confidence.
it really made me smile.
thanks.
you really made my day.

woke up at 12.
left to my aunt's hse.
was gg to stay over tht night.
just slacked there the whole day.
great company. loads of laughter & FOOD.
my aunt overwhelmed us with SOOO much of food.
trust me. i'm stil freaking full.
crapped throughout e night.
talking,talking & talking.
girl's talk. haha.
it was interesting. hearing my two cousins talking bout their marriage&love.
well, i'm glad at least they are happily settling down =)
slept at 5.

tday was another slack-o day.
felt so restless in my aunt's hse.
read my book finish. woohoo.
came hm at 5.
FAZEELAH KHAN paid me a surprise visit.
another collaboration with my brother. haha.
she even ordered in pizza.
as always,our meeting was great.
she's always there. for me. somehow.
& so am i.
love you babe. thanks fr e surprise=D

so here i am.
back to my ever-boring online world.
tml is gg to be another slack-o day.
no parents at hm & i'm nt gg out.
CRAZY RIGHT ? i am la. haha.
but i need to catch up on my sleep la.
like seriosulyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i'll go out on tue anw =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hmmms.

you noe, after ytd.
i kept hearing about love.
about marriage.
about ever-lasting.
& i culdnt help but get a little jealous.
i mean. why culdnt i get tht happy ending.
maybe that someone is out there somewhere.
maybe. maybe not.
well, i'm lonely.
dnt stay away from me too long k.
yeah.

i love listeners.
i love attention.

well. nights.

{ 7:28 AM }