you'll never see me cry

Monday, December 1, 2008

tday was a good day.
woke up early, smiling.
met chandini . went to yishun awhile.
den went to woodlands. ate lunch.
went to library.
stoned. read book.
supposed to do my chem. but wasnt in e mood to study.

chan is loved. cos i just love being in her company.
stoned al the way back home in 187.
i love stoning.
cos it makes me forget my surroundings.

i'm just a loser.
i really am.

i've lost my self-confidence.
let's welcome the insecure person i used to be mths back.
i'm not good enuf.
i really am not.

the one person who made me secure.
turned me into a insecure bitch in just one conversation.
this is why i was insecure.
cos i knew this wuld happen.
that someone wuld take me fr granted.

i'm just not good enuf.
never was.
i forgot to realise i'm nt good enuf.

hi tasvita , the insecure loser.

blah. i dnt fucking deserve to be in such a fuckedup life.

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