you'll never see me cry

Thursday, January 22, 2009

sometimes i ask myself,
what is it that i want in my life ?
besides perfect grades fr A's.
besides being able to enjoy my life in the company of my loved ones.

sometimes i tell myself.
just live your life with no expectations whtsoever.
cos life is just too unpredictable.
we gotta expect the unexpected.

sometimes i wish upon the stars.
that i wuld be able to find the perfect guy fr me.
that i wuld be successful in e future.
that i wuld always be happy.

sometimes i just break down,
thinking about how people have hurt me.
thinking about my many insecurities.
thinking about the good&bad memories.

sometimes, it's just best to realise tht everything happens fr a reason
& that the most sensible thing to do is to move ahead in life.
cos no matter what, even if we like it or not,
life goes on.

yesterday's dream was scary.
to think that i didnt care.

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