you'll never see me cry

Friday, February 13, 2009

i've been annoyed recently.
confused maybe.
but definately pissed.
i dnt noe wth i'm doing in my life.
besides studying.

school was pretty slack this week.
okay, more like i was busy slacking & stoning this wk.
van's birthday was quite cool.
watched slumdog millionaire ytd. gd movie man.
stil haven caught e curious case of benjamin button.

i know what i need to do.
but i dnt really know what i WANT.
that's a big difference.
& why are you playing mind games with me?
using all kinda vague statements that leave me thinking.

haha. life's a joke.
seriously. i think i'm an idiot.
giving in to my weakness all the time.
whatever.
i give up playing mind games.

tml's VDAY. how exciting.
it's amazing how i always end up single on this day.
every freaking year.
my luck perhaps.
but i am gg out.

whatever. i'm just too .... confused mayb.
like i dnt get wht's happening.
i so wish i culd read minds.
& i so wish i culd kill people.
ahhh!
you're 1st on my list. stalker.

how? how do i always end up back in square one ?
why am i the only idiot ?
screw it.
i'm gonna have a gd time tml.
no matter wht.
i need to be happy.

tasvita wishes she culd disappear frm this world fr one week.
mayb the world wil be a happier place w/o her.
more peaceful perhaps.
less stress. less competition.
damn.

if it's me you're talking about , you've gt the wrong girl babe.
i dnt hve a problem. you are the problem.
go figure.

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