you'll never see me cry

Friday, February 27, 2009

i've been living a lie for the past year. a freaking lie.
haha. i shuld have known.
i was right to be insecure.
you've proven me right.
well, karma rocks anw.
you're getting what you freaking deserve dude.

this week passed by reallyyyyyy fast.
so many incidents happened.
got damn pissed. stressed out.
school life is pretty hectic nowadays.
pile of hw waitin fr me. damn.

i'm just pissed.
like.. i dnt noe.
what do i look like ?
some kinda loser or something ?
for ppl to just take advantage of so easily ?
i thought i had trust issues.
but this has taken e issues to a whole new level.

i wish i culd read minds.
& i pray that ppl stop takin advantage of me.
i'm tired. i really am.
i dnt deserve it . . . . .
why dnt u all understand that ?
why do i have to be in the losing end ?
it sucks. trust ME.

& i get scolded fr being insecure..
hahaha.
well, be in my fucking shoes.
you'll understand e NEED to be insecure.
screw it.

i'm fucking tired.
my body is aching.
my mind is blank.

i need energy to get out of the house tml.
meeting the indians.
exciting. i noe.
i wish i was as excited bout it as i was one wk back.
boo.

i'm just tired of being taken advantage of.
damn my weak heart.
damn my bad luck.
damn my wrong timing.
damn you. yes you.
for doing EVERYTHING.
hw did u have e freaking heart to do it ?

nights.

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