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Saturday, January 2, 2010

2009 has ended. with a bang ? haha. i suppose not.

2010 IS HERE!
im supposed to be excited? no?
haha. well, guess what, im not.
im growing older.
i need to take on more responsibilities.
i need to realise that somethings are never meant to be.

i re-read my 1st post of 2009. haha.
im glad i kept to my word.
I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR MORE THAN A YEAR. woots.
2009 had been another incredible year.
since i was single, i got to noe more people.
like jaysen, subash etc.
& im really glad they came into my life.
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME! =)

I've only had ONE regret in 2009.
& that wuld be getting to noe JAMES.
i dnt even wanna start on him.
but i do noe, tht he's ruined my life in some way or another.
that asshole will get what he deserves.
cos i believe in KARMA.

2009 also marks e end of my life in JJC.
I've got mixed feelings about that.
i'm super glad that ALEVELS is over.
but it's sad to noe that my jc lifestyle is over.
i had really met alot of wonderful frens in JJ.
MY CLIQUE! melissa,pamela&lingling.
i dnt noe hw i wuld hve survived school w/o u people.
gonna miss the good times! WE'RE SUPPOSED TO MEET SOON! =)
MY INDIANS! hahaaaa.
how wuld my jc life be complete without them?
VANISHA, AARTHI, SELENA, RENUKA, JAYA etc.
had alot of great memories with them.
honestly, im quite confident that our frenship wil grow in yrs to come.
=)

2009. how am i to forget my butterboy?
you disappeared in the 1st half & left me yearning fr attention and care.
i got it from the wrong person. HAHA. ironic situations.
you reappeared, rekindled the flame... & damn, e flame's stil gg strong.
maybe, it's better you extinguish it soon.
cos i dnt wanna start a fire. nah ah. i dnt wanna get burnt in the end.
HAHA, my life's a joke.

2010. twenty ten, huh?
sounds scary. am i old or wht ?
turning 19 this yr. last yr of my teen-hood.
awaiting my alevel results.
which are gg to determine my life path.
i need to end up in an uni. i so need to get my degree.
damn.

this yr's goal ?
earn money ( means, get a job, tasvita! )
be good ( errr, lie lesser to my parents? )
get into uni ( i cnt do anything bout this alr..... )
be single ( HAHA, this shuldnt be a prob... )
maintain weight loss! ( time to head back to e track! )

alrights. that sounds like a manageable plan, right?
sure hope so.
HOLIDAYS have been a BLASTTTTTT!
enjoying everyday.
meeting up with my frens.
yet to meet alot of them.... my clique! subash. e2 peeps.
best part? holidays aint over yet! hahaaa.
im really gg to make the best out of this few mths.
trust me on that.
nothing is stopping me. eh, mayb money culd stop me.

MAY 2010 be filled with happy surprises & loads of laughter.
cos, life's good & NOTHING shuld spoil that.
=D

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